nothing’s changed and nothing ever will

You know, I felt happy seeing you even though I knew it was kinda dangerous. You always come at night I've noticed and you try your best to look extra sober. Tonight, I wish I could believe you, I wish you were being real this time and at least, something, even a tiny bit, changed. …

moving forward is taking long

I didn't know how much I missed Dr Peterson till I went on twitter today. In case you didn't know, Jordan Peterson is amazing and my hero (although I think he'd be quite disappointed). For a while I've been obsessed with YouTube. Watching videos and lectures explaining narcissism helps me to recognise the abuse I …